Praised be Jesus Christ!
My name is Bożena. I attended the Holy Mass and the meeting with the prayer for healing one month ago, on Saturday 17th of November 2012. I cannot attend these meetings personally in Częstochowa, so I turn on my computer and take part in them as if I am there – I pray, kneel down, sing. I strongly prayed to the Lord for the health of three people from my closest family that day. One of them was my mum and she was the one whom God healed – healed from chronic insomnia, which she had been suffering from for many years. Mum is over 70 years old and she could not have slept for 20 years. I know that it sounds unbelievable – who would be able to bear it for so many years. But, please believe me, mum really did not sleep! If she was able to fall asleep for a few hours lying in bed once every 4-5 days and sleep from half to one hour it was all that we could be happy for. Mum was in constant depression and her heart was in a very bad condition. She had huge neurosis which had bad influence on our mutual relationships. Despite of my requests to go to the doctor she didn’t decide to do it. Mum sometimes used to take the sleeping pills but they did not help her to fall sleep not for half an hour, but at least two. Moreover, mum had very often suicidal thoughts, because, as she said, she did not have enough strength to live, but still she did not want to go to the doctor.
I had been praying so deeply as I had never had during the last open meeting. I had been praying for my mum’s healing from the insomnia just for me, as my mum did not want to be healed. It is hard to say, but I could not stand my mum’s behavior – her constant attacks of verbal aggression, her nervous imbalance, her claims to God for unsuccessful life etc.
During the prayer, when Father Daniel prayed in intention of people who listened to this meeting via Internet I reached my hands towards the city where my mum lives (we do not live in the same city) I started to pray in languages and then I repeated the name of Jesus. I felt so helpless at that time, which happens very rarely to me during a prayer, but it was necessary, because thanks to that I experienced total immersion of myself in God and reliance only on His strength, not on my own strength and my own capabilities.
I went to sleep after this meeting … Sunday passed, then Monday and I got a call from my mum. Mum seemed so calm, happy as she had never been before. She told me that she slept extremely well the last two nights as she slept 5-6 hours during one night! She had not slept so many hours for 20 years. However, my mum said: “I could sleep probably because of interlunar or full moon or maybe the gas was leaking.” At that moment I did not tell my mum that I had been praying for her healing from insomnia as I wanted to wait and watch what would happen further (because I knew my mum well and I expected not very good reactions from her). I waited a few days and when it showed that mum STILL sleeps for 4-6 hours I told her about the masses and meetings in Częstochowa and about my prayer for her. Unfortunately, she reacted the way I had expected. She started to cry and be angry saying that she did not need God’s healing, because she did not want to live and thus did not need this recovery… I was afraid that my mum would turn this God’s grace down which He bestowed upon her, so I prayed at home and asked God not to take this grace back even because of me as I would not be able to stand this situation any longer.
I called my mum every two days and at the end of ours conversations I shyly asked her how well she had slept the nights before… and mum was rarely angry and she told me that she had been sleeping unexpectedly well for 4-6 hours (it varied) and that she did not have suicidal thoughts, had more power for home tasks and her heart became stronger and stopped to race, etc. I noticed that my mum became calmer, had less resentment to life, to me and to God. Moreover, it was possible to talk with her in the normal way and she stopped to be aggressive in these conversations; just MIRACLE!
I have decided to give this testimony only after one month passed since the healing and I knew that it was permanent. I want to convince everybody who attends these meetings and masses in Częstochowa that they can pray for everyone who they have in their hearts, even if they cannot be present at the prayer place. Moreover, my dears, it does not matter! If you really want somebody to be healed or some good to be done for this person and you just have faith that God can do EVERYTHING, it is not important for God if this person is next to you at that very moment or knows that you pray for him or her or even wants this healing! If you have faith in the power of Jesus and if it is His good will to touch this sick person here and now it will surely happen. I have prayed and still pray for other people who I love and who need to be healed and I have not seen any fruits of this prayer so far but I know the fruits will come at the right time. It is only important to be faithful and persistent in praying. Then when the right time comes, as it happened with my mum, God will touch with His love.
I would like to add in the end that the way God healed my mum is a very strong argument against these persons who tell that such healings are only the effects of suggestions or strong faith and that God does not heal, but only strong faith does… It is not true! My mum did not know that I had been praying for her and she did not want to be healed! But the Lord healed her despite these circumstances.
So when you feel lack of strength to beg and ask for healing – as I lost my words to pray for my mum – just leave words, smart sentences, expressions and only immerse in God, hug to His hurt and let the Holy Spirit Himself pray in you… Let it be the prayer in languages or, if somebody does not have this gift, just keep repeating the name of Jesus as every knee will bow before the name of Jesus and every sickness will go away! I have experienced it myself!
Thanks to the Almighty God for this! For my mum’s healing! Praised be Jesus Christ! He is the only Lord and King! There is no other! Praised be the Lord!